This is about you.

Static.

And still nothing.

I'm going to stop pretending that I can relate to anyone.

One of those days

I had a lousy day at work.... I cant relate to anyone there and no one ever hears me.
I got bailed on for tonight.
I lost my awesome cigarette case which has my bank card, my license, pictures, and all my frequent buyers cards in it.
I have no motivation to do any work what so ever.
And he's still with her.


It's just been one of those days.

Dear Season,

I just want to post this cus it's cute. My face paint for Halloween.

Triangles, circles and passing time

So I dodged a bullet today... but It'll come back around tomorrow. Someone asked me to dinner...someone I'm not attracted to....
At first I really didn't know what he was talking about, then I figured it out but luckily I made an escape before I had to answer.

But when he asks me again, I'm just going to tell him I'm in love with someone, 'cus I am.
Anyway, I finished this today.

New York City, you're so pretty.

So yesterday I went to SVA's open house, and boy was that an experience. It started at 9am so I had to leave my house around 4 in the morning to get there in time. Well we made it there and it was AMAZING! The school was incredible and the presentations were awesome! I would L O V E to go there. Unfortunately though, it's so expensive that I don't think I'll be able too....... but we'll see. Who knows what could happen.

Anyway, before we got to the open house, we had to park. We had passed the garage and made a loop around the block and as we were looping (is that a word?) we came across a street that had a parking spot. At least, we thought it was a parking spot. There were cars all around us and we were behind the yellow line, and there was absolutely no sign that said we couldn't park there.... turns out it wasnt a legit parking spot. We get back to where we parked, after walking in the pouring rain, and it was gone. We ended up walking over 12 blocks to the pound were we stood in line and waited for an hour to get our car. Thank God it was only an hour wait and not three..... we then drove home, miserable and wet and in the dark.........Quite a story for my first time in New York.

In other news: here are some sketches I did at a figure drawing class the other night.

Apples.

so if I just exist for the next ten minutes

Hey, I was thinking about you.
Just thought you should know.

the art of invisibility.

I just hope something really good comes out from all of this.

So right now in class we're working on a figure painting. Mines coming along, and hopefully I'll be happy with it by the end of the last session. After we finish this one, we're going to paint a landscape and then another figure I think. That'll leave us with 5 finished paintings. Two stills, two figures, and one landscape. We'll probably do one or two more after that, but I'm not sure.

I'm beginning to get nervous again with this whole school thing. I just want to do somthing that's really impressive....I want to blow somebodys mind.

It's scary, to know that someday soon I'm going to be leaving all of this. After this it's just me and whatever is out there waiting.

I'm scared.
I'm excited.
I'm anxious.

That's it.

p.s. I miss you.