I know 32 ways to make you smile.

All of this is starting to stress me out, I can feel it building and building.
And the pressures growing and the time is running out.
And I don't know where I'll be yet but I'm trying to stay calm
because I know where ever I end up that's where I'm meant to be.
I'm so ready to quit my job and be done with all this highschool stuff.
I'm anxious and restless and I feel like I want to scream with it all.
I feel like there's no one to talk to and no one to tell. No one who gets it.
And then I met you, and all of that changed.
I didn't feel lost anymore and for the first time I could breath and smile with out feeling like I was procrastinating.
And then you went away and got yourself new friends and that pressure came back and you never did.
I'm hoping someday you might, but for now you'll go your way and I'll go mine.
You'll figure out you who you are and I'll just keep doing what I'm doing until you do.
But there is a one thing I want to say and that's 'I'm still loving you even though your girlfriend is annoying as shit.'

Good night.