We liked the same songs.

I've been feeling weird for the passed few days, very hollow and distracted. I feel like I cant concentrate, my mind returning back to the same thoughts.

I guess it just takes time and eventually I'll either forget or it'll just become so vague that it no longer matters.

Oh, and oil paint hates me.

watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.

I'm trying to learn 'A Wish' by Gregory and the Hawk on guitar.. even though I can't play guitar. I'm teaching myself tabs, which is fairly simple to understand, you just have to know how the song goes.

I'm making slow progress... but I just think it's a mater of training my fingers to reach around the neck and that should take a fare amount of time. Once I train my fingers though, I think I'll be able to do it. I'm good at memorization.

But I hope it works out for me. I'm not going to 'really' learn to play... I'm not muscly inclined, but I would like something to do when I'm just sitting around.... I thought finger picking could be nice.

I also like that it takes concentration... it's a good thing to do when my mind begins to wander to things I'd rather not think about....

I hope I keep with it.

I keep floating down the river, but the ocean never comes.

So another day has drawn to an end. I'm wearing that sweatshirt, the one I wore to your house when we stayed up till 4 in the morning. The one with stripes.

Its the coldest its been all month. I guess that means summer really is over; the season's changing.

I hate dealing with internal struggles, mostly because the only person they affect is me. Not that I want anyone else to be burdened by them, it would just be nice to know that someone else gets the scattered indecision's of my mind.

I should really go to sleep. We're paining in class tomorrow... and I forgot to get jars......

Good night.